My Childhood

There was so many good things and bad things in my childhood. 60% of it was the bad things. I was so thankful that i still had 40% of good things that helped me through the bad things. Bad things came from the outside. I realized that the only one that can help me is myself so i tried to find my own happiness.

I'd like to tell the bad things first. I didn't feel comfort with my family. They told me to don't do that, do this. No freedom.I had my own life but they wouldn't allow me to live my life freely. They also liked to judge me me wrong. Everything i've done is wrong. Joined the basketball club, took math course etc were wrong because it made me late  to go home. They really messed my life up .

The worst thing in my life is happened when i was 8 years old. My parents are divorced. Divorce always make the bad thing to kid, little or big. That was happened to me. before my parents divorced, i was a cheerful kid. Divorce also made me quite and loved to lock myself in my bedroom and cried over my fate.

But there is always good things beside the bad things right ? I have some  good things in my childhood too. i have God. Sometimes i cried in my prayer but i always felt way much better after told God about my pain. I'd like to thank God for making me falling in love with music and books. They taught me to move on. they pictured the story of my life tough.

Friends are the first things that i thank in my life.Family means nothing to me but friends mean everything. they always be there when i need them. They always support me. Their jokes make me smile. i elieve in them and so do they.